My GUARDIAN ANGEL walks with me most of the time.

This feels really awkward to put into words, but I need to write it down so I can make sense of everything that is happening inside me and around me. For quite some time now, I have been having visions—most of the time I see small, human‑like creatures walking about. They seem to be showing me the right way to go, both in matters of the spirit and in everyday life here in the real world.

RESEARCH REPORT:

In Catholic teaching, this small, human-like presence that always walks with you to guide your actions is called a Guardian Angel.

Key Characteristics

• Constant Presence: They stay with you everywhere, both indoors and outside.

• Divine Guide: Their main purpose is to guide your thoughts, words, and actions toward God.

• Protector: They protect you from spiritual and physical harm.

Scriptural and Traditional Basis

• Biblical Roots: Jesus references them in Matthew 18:10, stating that the angels of little ones always see the face of God.

• Daily Prayer: Catholics often invoke their guidance using the traditional "Angel of God" prayer.

Today, I felt such strong resolve and energy even after praying the Divine Mercy Chaplet six times, from early morning until three in the afternoon. With that clarity, I turned to Google to search for answers to all the things I cannot fully understand. It has been three years and more since I first saw this small being moving inside my home—day and night. Sometimes he looks almost like a normal person, though I can never tell his exact height; all I know for sure is that he is much smaller than an adult. I kept wondering who or what he could be.

Then, today, another thought struck me hard—about the changes and destruction in the weather we are seeing. I asked myself: Should I go ahead and donate this authentic Brown Scapular to the church? It is exactly what the Church requires, made of 100% pure wool fabric, and I bought it from outside the Philippines. All the spiritual items I offer on my online sites are genuine too—made according to the teachings of the Church and the Bible, no fakes or imitations.

But right after that, another question came into my mind and brought fear with it: Why do I have all these sacred items in my hands? I worry that maybe the minions of Satan are trying to attack me through these very things I hold. So far, I have not seen any bad signs or harm actually happening in my life, but I do feel a heavy burden and a great sense of obligation whenever I touch or think about them. It feels as though something is weighing on my shoulders, draining my joy.

I feel like I have no real life anymore. I cannot even do the things I want or enjoy simple moments without feeling like I am going to make a mistake or do something wrong. I have thought many times: I just want to give all of these items away or stop selling them entirely, and go back to selling ordinary products online instead. I feel sad, too—because I am not some important or special person, so why would these sacred things be entrusted to me? I do not know if having them and sharing them is pleasing to God or if I am doing something wrong.

My spirit feels like it belongs somewhere else, somewhere higher and peaceful. But every time I try to bring myself back down fully into ordinary reality, there is a force that seems to pull me upward again, keeping me in that unknown, quiet place where only I seem to exist. I feel confused, unsure of which path to take, and it often feels like there is no one around who truly understands or can help me.

Yet tonight, one thought brings me a little relief: perhaps that small, human‑like figure I keep seeing is not something strange or frightening, but my own guardian angel. If that is true—if he is here to show me the right way when I am lost—then at least I know I am not completely alone. I have a guide, even if I cannot fully explain it. I will keep praying, keep asking for wisdom, and hope that in time, God will make everything clear to me.

Until Next Time,

Yuna